At work and yet so free

I really miss the time I was at home during my maternity leave. My in laws were in India and I had my little family just to myself.. It was pure bliss to look after my kids, tend to their every need, pamper them, lotsa hugs and kisses. I knew it was just a matter of time before I am back at work so I relished every moment..
Now that I am at work, I cant help but wish that I could just quit and be at home. I know its not possible – not just financially but also that I rather not be at home with my mil. I think the only reason why I had no major fights with her during my nearly 5 years of marriage is becos of the limited time we spend together. She is not really a difficult person but someone who doesnt think before speaking. That gets on my nerve and I do tell her off at times..Of cos I try to be very nice abt it even though I will be fuming with anger. At times I get the pleasure of doing it back to her and she will have nothing to say to me.. Cheap trills I know! I share a very strange relationship with her. I miss her when she is not here and I loathe the times she is.. confusing right?
well.. I have no choice but to live with her cos my husband is never going to live without his parents. I am not complaining.. Every child must be filial to his parents! On the same note, I just wish that my in laws could give us a tad more freedom and privacy..

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